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I finally got Rise of the Ogre the other day! I've been reading it all of the 5-day weekened. I just finished it last night, and it made me cry for some reason XD I'm so pathetic. But it's fun.

Bah, school starts again tomorrow. I know it's my last year, but it still seems like such a waste of time. I hate how these long weekends get your hopes up and then it's like "oh, nope, back to school now!" I don't want to go back.

My 95-year-old grandma got pnemonia. We visited her in the hospital yesterday, and I'm scared that she's not going to make it. It worries me a lot. I was writing a song about it, but it came out way too angsty-goth, so I kind of abandoned it. But yeah, it's really weird. It makes me feel so out of control and such. I just wish sometimes that people didn't have to die or get old or fight wars. I wish everything was really as good as it seems when you're a little kid, and everything wasn't really falling apart. The whole thing in Korea is freaking me out some good, because they're talking about reinstituting the draft. This whole thing is getting seriously screwed up. Why do people have to be stupid like this? It's just the whole world in a muscle contest to see who has the biggest guns, and it'll never end until we're all blown up. That's what's going to happen eventually, because everyone's too chicken to back down and stand up for peace. The world is going down the toilet.

Well, not that I've been thoroughly depressing, how's that weather, Tom?

Oh, it's just fabulous, Diane! Cloudy skies, scattered snow flurries, and 23 degree weather from now until next June because we live in Montana where the weather can't be nice unless it's the middle of July! 

Well, I've got auditions for a solo at the Musical Feast on Wednesday, but I'm not ready, so I'm not sure if I'll even go. To tell the truth, I audition for everything, and I never get into anything, maybe because my voice is weird, maybe because I just suck, or maybe because I have no stage prescence or something. But whatever the case, I don't think I'll get in anyway. But then again, we got a new, more awesome choir teacher who actually gives people a chance and doesn't judge them before they ever sing a note. So this year it might be different. We'll see. 

My research paper on Buddhism is going great. I think I'll be able to finish in time. We're researching all next week, which seems a little needless to me, but oh well. Mahayana Buddhism is way cooler than Theravadic or whatever it's called. I think I may convert to Mahayana. I agree with a lot of the ideas.

Well, I'm off to shut-up-land now. <3

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