First entry...

Well, hi! ^^ I don't know...I started an account here mostly to join teentitan_slash, and I can never have too many journals. I feel like getting things off my chest right now, anyways.

I went to the Strawberry Festival today. It was fun, and there was this band there that rocked. The singer...I swear he sounded exactly like 2D. Sexy voice, indeed. And they had all these scented teddy bears for 10 cents, and so I had to buy some. Everything was really cheap, actually, and their doughnuts were so good. It was a pretty fun day. And...on a completely unrelated note...2D is freaking sexy. I have to say it again. I do not CARE if he's animated.

Life has been so freaking hectic lately. People are driving me crazy! I hate even coming online because I don't feel like IMing for 5 hours at a time but everyone seems to expect me to do that. Whenever I check my messages and PMs I'm constantly worried someone will have something Earth-shattering to tell me that will ruin my day. They're all so melodramatic that it kinda drives me nuts. Everything shouldn't be the end of the world. They're all so whiny and high-maintinence that it drives me nuts. Why can't they just grow up?

And then there's the whole thing where I should really like this guy because he's so nice to me and he really likes me, and he's the first guy to ever show interest in me...but I just can't! My mom says he's a drama queen...I don't know. I just can't be what he wants... and that's more than a friend. I don't think I'll ever be able to make a relationship work without ruining everything! I am so romantically retarded. The only guy who's ever liked me before was using me...I'm a failure at romance so far. And I'm starting to accept the fact that I've probably been in love with my best friend for the past 4 years. This...is just weird.

And I have great news! My parents...they said that they're going to pay for my Disturbed concert ticket! I'm so surprised and it's so nice of them! It's so awesome. I didn't really think about getting anything back when I decided to be my dad's nurse...this is cool. Because it just makes me feel like I really did a good job! Maybe I'm really good at something! ^^ This is neat.

Well...that's about it for now. Peace! (if anyone's actually reading) ^_^

I need some strawberry pocky right about now! <3