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Not really much going on at the moment. I got a Hamtaro DVD for $1, so I'm a little less hateful of the world of consumerism. Nothing to do right now. Writer's block = severe. Stories, nothing. Lyrics, nothing. I haven't worked on my fanfic in 2 months. Haven't worked on my novel in longer. I'm not in the mood for using complete sentences, so...yeah.

I'm hoping we can go shopping today so we can actually LEAVE THE HOUSE. I'm starting to memorize the details in the ceiling tiles around here. We went out yesterday, but that was to look at this random house and go browsing around car lots. And so I didn't get to get out of the car.

It's really hot for this time of year. Even though it's been raining a lot, it's still really warm. It's kinda weird. I blame aliens.

I FINALLY joined a 2DxMurdoc group today! I've been looking for one on various sites, and I finally found one, which was pretty sweet. I love that freaking couple. What do people have against man love, anyway?

I should probably get on my own computer and see if anyone's on IM because people have been telling me to, but maybe I won't. I'll probably just play Gamecube for a while or something. Why do I keep rambling? Seriously, it's not like anyone reads this! Oh well.

Well, that TT videogame came out a few days ago and the movie comes out in August, so maybe people will pick the fandom back up again and I'll have something to do in forums. Wow. Pocky is good!




EDIT:
Had to take this survey

1. Do you still talk to the first person you kissed? I've never kissed anyone
2. Have you ever seen your best friend(s) naked? Not in a long time
3. What did you do when you weren't in school in the 2nd grade? Sat at home and moped
4. What is the best thing about your job? I get to spend all my time at home and writing when I'm not at school
5. Pro choice or pro life? Pro-shut up
6. How many people have you kissed? 0
7. Did you vote for Bush? can't vote
8. Where are you going on your next vacation? Emerld Lake
10. Are most of your friends guys or girls? girls
11. Do you own any furniture from IKEA? what?
12. Last book you read? The Martian Chronicles
13. If you could have one super power what would it be? either flying or shapeshifting
14. Where have you lived most of your life? Montana
15. What was the last conversation you had about? Family Guy and banana splits
16. Where do you see yourself in four years? writing
17. What's your favorite smell? Corpse Bride perfume
18. What is your favorite sound? Amy Lee's voice
19. Are you moody? yeah
20. Favorite movie of all time? Underworld
21. Have you ever done anything vindictive to your classmate? depends on what you call vindictive
22. Have you ever gone to therapy? familt counseling, yes
23. Have you ever played Spin the bottle? yes, but not the kissing version
25. Have you ever liked someone and not told them? I do right now
26. Have you ever gone camping? yep
27. Have you ever had a crush on your brother's friend? no. I don't have a brother
28. Have you ever gone to a nude beach? no
29. Have you ever gone streaking? kinda
31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? no
32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? lots of times
33. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person? yes
34. Have you ever been in love? I don't know
35. Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend? yes
36. Have you ever lied to your parents? who hasn't?
37. Have you ever been out of the US? no
38. Have you ever thrown up from working out? yeah
39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat? no. My hair was too long
40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places? no. I hate fast food.
41. Last song you listened to? DARE
42. Have you ever spied on someone? kinda
43. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers? nope
44. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? build an impenatrable fortress
45. Who was the last person who you called? Dwayne
46. When was the last time you slept for more than 12 hours? I don't know
47. Have you ever been arrested? yes, for disorderly conduct and disturbing the peace
48. Most embarassing CD you own? I like what I like. I don't get embarassed.
49. Have you ever stolen anything? your soul
50. Have you ever had egg nog? MMMMM. Yes.

boredom= 2 entries a day

More boredom. Not meaning to bitch, but yes, I'm bored. I've been sitting here for the past 5 hours. Don't tell me I need a hobby. I have plenty.

I got the lyrics for Liquid Blue about half finished. I've been doodling random phrases down all morning and it's starting to actually turn into some semblance of a song. And holy lord it actually MAKES SENSE. I'm starting to like it, but I still need a tune for it, and I'm just betting by tomorrow I'll hate it and that'll be the end of it.

I need to write a fanfic right about now, but for some reason the idea of stopping my belligerent mood to actually get up and be productive just isn't all that appealing right now. I need to start that 2-Doc (no, not code for 2DxOC, code for 2DxMurdoc. Deal with it ^^) fic and work on Hey Pretty. A lot. And I've been neglecting Confutatis Maledictis for over a year. Oh God, I've turned into one of those neglectful fic writers that I hate.

I'm eating a jumbo box of Nerds right now. Yum x 100,000,000

Things with Dwayne are so weird right now. I really, really do want to like him, but somehow, I just can't. He's so fricking nice to me, and he really cares about me, and for some reason I just don't feel anything romantic back. And I feel something for Lisa. There, I said it. This is getting way too f-ing complicated for my taste.

I want to go back in time.