Fun times/big changes

So anyway, last night Olivia came over and we watched Aladdin. Then we went to Walmart to get some stuff for dinner and held hands the whole time XD everyone thought we were a lesbian couple. It was funny. Then we came home and made pasta with parmesan (which I can't spell no matter how many years go by) and eggplant pasta with grilled peppers and french bread. It was amazing and delicious and we had sparkling grape juice with it (I would have preferred wine because I like to feel grandiose but sparkling juice tastes WAY better). It was a ton of fun! I love cooking with my friends. Whenever Olivia comes to my house, she's always like "I'm hungry feed me" first thing so I make her food, and this time she returned the favor XD it was a lot of fun. Her going away party is on Sunday (;_;) and I got to help plan it. It's in her dojo and we're going to do a fancy dress theme and I'm bringing cake and hors d’ouvres (which I also can't spell and I'm too lazy to dig in my mind for my old prowess at French). It's going to be fun, but I'm going to miss her so much ;_; She's moving to Seattle on Monday and I can't even believe it /: She and I have so much fun and she's really the only "girly" friend I have so we do crafting and sew and such. She'll come back to visit and be like "geez when did you get so manly?"

So yeah, lots of fun and sadness in that department. I can't believe I'm not going to get to hang out with her anymore!

Also, on an unrelated note, I was thinking today and I realized that though I've been in love with the same person for the past 8 years... I don't think I have those feelings for that person anymore. It's so weird to think about. Those emotions have become such a big part of me that the thought of them possibly being gone leaves me feeling really weird and kind of empty. I'm just lucky things like romance don't matter much to me at all, or I'd probably be depressed. I don't know how I feel anymore. I'll have to think about it and sort things out.

Anyway, for those of you who read the new Ouran chapter: HOLY CRAP, RIGHT!?!?!?!