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I'm so content right now 8D <3
First of all, I got a Tumblr 8D let's be fwends: http://moonchild10.tumblr.com/
So, I made the most wonderful discovery: I am absolutely content with the person I am. Good for me XD I am so absolutely happy just being me and knowing that that is good enough. It's a wonderful feeling! There's still a lot I want to accomplish, but for now it's all good. I'm doing the best I can, and I'm happy.
Partially, this realization came because I ran across my old journal that I started during my very first week of high school XD it chronicles my journey through high school and beyond, and I loled quite a bit reading it. If anyone wants to add me there, the journal is right here XDDDDD I went in and posted a new entry for the first time in like a year and made it look awesome again because I felt bad.
Wow, looking back on all the entries there from high school, I just wish I could step into the past and slap that awkward little antisocial bookworm that was me in the face and be like "Stop obsessing over things that don't matter! Stop worrying you're not good enough, because you are! Stop thinking you're not pretty and you're not a fun person and you're not worth people's time! Start spending more time with your crazy friends and less time at home by yourself! And for god's sake, when HE tells you he loves you, don't just stand there! SAY YOU LOVE HIM BACK BECAUSE IF YOU STAY QUIET YOU'LL BE MAKING THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE!" and then shake my teenage self by the shoulders and buy my teenage self some damn happy pills and sunshine cookies to make her stop being such a sarcastic bitch and stop being so realistic all the time. And then I'd punch her for rejecting Dwayne DX current me and teenager!me would not get along AT ALL. Teenager me would think current me was an idiot, and current me would cry because teenager!me was a bitch to her XDDDDDDDDDD <3 teenager!me would be like "Leave me the hell alone. You're some crazy lesbian /:" and current me would be like "I'm not a lesbian! O:"
*shuts up*
I'm so happy right now <3 <3 <3 <3
EDIT: I'm on Aimini now X3 befriend me, 'kay?
So, I made the most wonderful discovery: I am absolutely content with the person I am. Good for me XD I am so absolutely happy just being me and knowing that that is good enough. It's a wonderful feeling! There's still a lot I want to accomplish, but for now it's all good. I'm doing the best I can, and I'm happy.
Partially, this realization came because I ran across my old journal that I started during my very first week of high school XD it chronicles my journey through high school and beyond, and I loled quite a bit reading it. If anyone wants to add me there, the journal is right here XDDDDD I went in and posted a new entry for the first time in like a year and made it look awesome again because I felt bad.
Wow, looking back on all the entries there from high school, I just wish I could step into the past and slap that awkward little antisocial bookworm that was me in the face and be like "Stop obsessing over things that don't matter! Stop worrying you're not good enough, because you are! Stop thinking you're not pretty and you're not a fun person and you're not worth people's time! Start spending more time with your crazy friends and less time at home by yourself! And for god's sake, when HE tells you he loves you, don't just stand there! SAY YOU LOVE HIM BACK BECAUSE IF YOU STAY QUIET YOU'LL BE MAKING THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE!" and then shake my teenage self by the shoulders and buy my teenage self some damn happy pills and sunshine cookies to make her stop being such a sarcastic bitch and stop being so realistic all the time. And then I'd punch her for rejecting Dwayne DX current me and teenager!me would not get along AT ALL. Teenager me would think current me was an idiot, and current me would cry because teenager!me was a bitch to her XDDDDDDDDDD <3 teenager!me would be like "Leave me the hell alone. You're some crazy lesbian /:" and current me would be like "I'm not a lesbian! O:"
*shuts up*
I'm so happy right now <3 <3 <3 <3
EDIT: I'm on Aimini now X3 befriend me, 'kay?